Guardian Angel

My heart sinks into my spine, I swear
When you laugh and smile
I want to wrap my body around yours
And roll on top of you
As I look into your dark eyes
You’re smiling, and that’s all I need

I love it when you press your lips when you’re listening
Or when you make dramatic gestures with your arms
While explaining something complicated
And how making out in public is always your idea
We always seem to live a little on the edge,
Yet I’ve never felt so safe with you

I feel like I could say anything to you
Or go anywhere with you
And somehow, everything will be good
As if your presence, your knowledge,
Your strength, your warmth,
Your humor, your beauty,
Will rectify any feat standing in my path

Tough Love

I think you’re a really broken person
You have serious, real issues
Honestly, I have no idea how I could ever trust you
Being around you is incredibly toxic
You are a narcissistic, sociopath
You are also extremely insecure
And look for love in all of the wrong ways
I have no idea how you get yourself into such situations
You can’t recognize a good thing when you have it
Because you’re so afraid of anything that will prove that you’re
Actually a wonderful person who deserves love and kindness
But you feel like you don’t deserve anything
Even though you’ve never done anything wrong
You have nothing to escape but yourself
Because you truly are amazing
And I hope for nothing less, that you would finally figure this out
I love you,
I have always loved you
And I always will
For everything you are and everything you aren’t